Living in the NOW*echo* now, now, now
enjoy the THEN
and taste the positive WHAT'S NEXT,
but face reality and focus on NOW
Today is Friday, the beginning of a new week... Why a new week?, because I need every hour, every day, every week, being reset and start with a 000 again.
I cant seem to think how good I must be in convincing and bullshitting myself with mental reset to new beginnings, hour after hour, day after day ;
i know that I'll wake up tomorrow morning with this unsightly brute right in my fave. I wake up keeping that "The Secret's Downward Spiral" in mind. Instant fuckup! Where do I start? In my "previous" life, before I opened my eyes I started my day with a powerful prayer, followed by a string of affirmations. What am I aught to do if you wake up with this sinuous brute's claws in my flesh, not being able to channel your thoughts in any other direction but to concentrate on how it twists it's nails right through my mortal being.
In retrospect, I have to be one hell of a unhappy person; at times I am (and if I weren't there was something wrong) but I give myself time to look and experience the horrible smell of a turd on my front-porch but then its all up to me if Im going to leave it right there or if Im going to pick it up and flush it where I'll abandon it's presence. "Enough already to that someone who shits on my porch", Thank You ヅ.
This has been the biggest and best lesson for me to understand how "living in the now" works. How do you see the "now" that you're living, right now. What is the piece you selected on the horizontal timeline, divided into sections of minutes, hours and day's if you are able to visualize your own timeline? If your perception of "the now" is longer than 1 second, you are sooo wrong. "The now" is only a second.
Let my "living in the now" lesson be an example to you to change your experience of believing that the now is longer an hour is unjust and change it to a split-second and not be concerned about whats on the itinerary in the next hour. You'll fuck yourself up.